ExHaUsTeD!!!

wednesday,...although i mentioned it is a FREE day for me with no more class approaching FINAL,...but i am so damn EXHAUSTED!!!,....slept quite late yesterday of so called 'burning midnight oil',....i did but didnt get into my head much actually,..so thought of study in the morning,...yet i wasted some time wondering around in the room not doing anything and by time it is about lunch,...so went out to the kafeteria to packed my lunch,...gosh once again i can't finish my packet of rice,...this time not even half i can finish,...food gone wasted and so do time,....time just passes an hour after another,...and yet i haven really study,..in terms of focusing,..just flipping trough,...the first half of the day was fine,..i got exhausted physically and mentally as following:,.....


ok by the time my mood comes it's about 4p.m and i had to go out for Ujian Kecergasan Jasmani Kebangsaan (UKJK) under Briged Siswa's components,...gosh really really so damn exhausted with running to and from a specific length,..roughly about 50m per trip and they count based on level,....each level got certain point,..they told us guys need to run till level 6-1 to pass and i for sure would not let myself get below than that since i did badly for First Aid component,...i kept running,..thinking in my heart to get level 8-1 which is the level to get A,..but half way through just couldn't get to the point before the beep sound and so i am ending with level 7-4,...aaaargggghhh after level 7-10 den it is level 8-1,..just a little bit more,...guess cause i aint enough energy due to lack of food for the day for lunch,...besides i just lost focus when suddenly S cross through my mind around level 6 that time,...so it is kinda hard to run and focus at the same time when i am thinking of S,....anyway not blaming S,...guess if not of S i would have not run till so far and gave up after level 6 lol,....felt so so dizzy after the physical test luckily didnt faint...so this is the physically exhausted part,......


at night as been informed way advance,..it is Calculus Test II,....rush up to memorise some formula and some examples,...8.3op.m the time,...still, i hardly got enough time to last minute refresh my memory with such a little rest from the physically exhaustion,...got to test class few minutes earlier yet it is about time to enter without any emotionally preparation,....started the test early,....without realising look likes the test time did help me a lot,..i been busy with thinking of caculation so i off mind from S for a moment until,...the very last 10-20 minutes when my mind just 'stuck' not knowing how to do some questions and here goes my mind wondering about S again,...gosh i just can't stop thinking of nonesense stuffs during calculus test,..TEST I i did so,...this time i did it again,...sigh!!!,...and yup i am blogging at A11 again right after the test,.....


wonders what S is doing right now lei???


CK ;-p