mY nEw ChInEsE nAmE

 Yes, starting from today, I am using my new Chinese Name 葉致見 from 葉志堅. 

This new Chinese Name was one of the two names suggested by the Name Analysis Master back in 2003.

I used to use the other Chinese Name and slowly discover the other name doesn't seem to carry much meaning and doesn't seem to resonate to me. Then slowly I use back my original Chinese Name because the word 堅 is given from my belated aunt in hoping I will be firm and strong or do not give up.

Well at a point, I always believe as long as we are firm and strong, we do not give up we will be able to overcome any challenges. As I grow older, I realised, some challenges or things are not meant to keep going and not giving up. It is self hurting be it physically or mentally which eventually lead to burnout. Which is not healthy at all.

I am not forgetting my root or original name, it is a new name is what align with my current phase of life and original name is what bring me here to today. 

So, yea from today onwards I want to be a person attain vision as per my new Chinese Name, 致見.

mY bIrThDaY CeLeBrAtIoN ‘25

One of the belated facebook post

Throwback to last month,…

#birthdaycelebration

#throwback

StRiKe oF LoTTeRy

Wow, what a lucky strike!!!

Wee!!!

CK ^.^

mY bIrThDaY CeLeBrAtIoN ‘24

One of the facebook post

Thank you Ken Chew

Birthday Celebration

#birthdaycelebration

#orchard

#桃苑

10 yEaRs oR MoRe,...

Yup, it has been 10 years since my last post here.

It is also marked I had been in Singapore more than 10 years.

To be exact, it had passed 10.5 years. 

With coming August 2024, it will be going to be 11 years.

Well, I am back here again. I guess this will be my place to express my thoughts and blog about my journey of my life be it for the past 10 years, present or <the future>.

Probably will start with some flashback from the day or year that I step into this Little Red Dot land or Lion City known as Singapore.

CK ^.^

Shyuan's B'dAy DinneR

Just another day of weekend celebrating Shyuan's bday @ Bibigo NEX instead of my mom's one since I am not in KL this time and year.

Anyway,...

~~~Happy Birthday Shyuan!!!~~~



CK

sUppOrT, Is aLL I NeeD!!!~~~

The week I started to struggle and lost in my work life, it is the week I consistently had support from all my loved ones. Support from my family, friends and coursemates. They are the one lifted me up when I was down.

It is just a simple word of encouragement and support>>> Jiayou!!!~~~,…that keeps me moving forward and overcome my fear, obstacles and challenges.

And thanks to this motivation phrase,..

 

It makes me not to give up easily when face challenges and remind myself why I started everything in the beginning at Singapore here. Is time for me to stand up strong and outshine who I was and who I am gonna be!!! ^.^V

I would to express my gratitude to all whom had supported me during this period. Your support is much appreciated!!!

With Love,
CK ^.^

LoSt MoMeNtS @,@!!!

I am lost again!!! @,@!!!

I am in a very lost moment ever since last 2 weeks, 10^th October. A date that marked 12 years since my dad had gone. Every year when this date approaching, I am totally lost and not knowing if what I had decided is right or wrong. What I had decided is really what I want. I wonder if I still had trauma over his leaving that make me to be more strong and independent rather be someone so dependent on others.

For past 2 weeks, I had been going through mental struggle of to leave or stay the challenge to my current condition. I had numerous breakdowns or even in depression mood during the night before sleep. I kept to myself, knowing my family and siblings will not understand what I really going through and why I feel to quit my current work.

Although I knew eventually I might able to go through such obstacle and challenge, but deep down in my heart, I knew that instinct of telling me to go for what I interest and passion in rather than forcing myself in a condition or environment which is I am so uncomfortable in. I somehow knew God and my dad trying to send message to me to overcome it and be stronger. “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” right?

Still I will not give up trying what I want to venture in rather than sitting not doing anything to change my life I want it to be. I believe with determination and faith in my hand, I can shape my own life and story instead of others telling me what to do and to become!!! May luck be by my side and blessed be by God and dad,…

CK  @,@!!!

JoB SaTisFaCtIoN

Without realising 1 month had passed. Was satisfied with the job, but yet to discover more by,.. <identify my talent> <positive attitude> <passion in work> <a sense of purpose> <the right job of role> <self awareness & motivation>,..to keep going in my work!!! ~~~ ^.^


CK ^.^

cOuNtInG DoWn ThE dAyS (StArT oF S'PoRe LiFe)

Counting down the days>>>9 days to go & I'm leaving home again,...Gonna be homesick again~~~

CK