I aM OuT LoL!!!

ya promise myself so so hard not to go out today but yet I did,..i thought coming back to really study or at least to clear off my mind,…but sigh!!!,….woke up in the afternoon some more,….then got called from jyan asking me out to fly kite in the evening,….gosh!!!,…such out of expectation for the activity of the day,…met ah kuan, jyan’s friend a.k.a my @ma,….hahahahahaha,….together with jyan’s colleague, we four tried to fly a middle size kite yet none of the tries successful!!!,…..rain come in the way so gotta drop by jyan's house to bath and out again to the curve to meet my mom, bro and pei yue lol,…..so were we having dinner at sakae sushi with baskin rosbin as dessert lol,…..wee!!!!,….hopefully not gonna go out any of these study week days lol!!!

oh btw come acrouss this cool car in the curve's parking lot,..wish if it my car lol!!!

CK ;-p

EnG. CoNsTrUcTiOn MoDeL HoUse

As part of final assignment for Engineering Construction,…our group decided to build a mini model house of 2 stories. It supposed to be a presentation but since the assignment changed its requirement so we produced this model house with a scrapbook consisting info about the house’s components as well as a sugar paper mind mapping. 3 in 1 assignment,…hahahahaha actually do one will do but our group too hardworking so we did all 3!!!

After days and days of analyzing and measuring and cutting the boards into pieces to hold together, we finally done it today!!!,…yup today!!!,…just freshly done till 3am just now,..not the first time,..done that on the previous day also till 3am ++,….but it is all worth it when the final result of the house and it is successfully built without falling apart oh!!!,……YAY,…HOOORAY!!!,……hehhehehehe,..here’s some parts or components of a different angles of the house and the tired faces of us durng the process of building this house lol!!!

Day 1, whenever everyone still fresh for the project!!!

Day 2, slightly exhausted but still surviving!!!

and i am part of helping doing these following,..felt so proud lol!!!,...hehehehehehe

FINALLY it is ALL DONE,..with the main components (roof, door, window, wall, stairs and slab)

and,...

Day 3, us with the FINISHED House and exhausted look!!!

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TeCh. EnG. PrOduCt ExHibiTioN

Welcome to aLpHa-EX’s booth!!!

Yup that’s the banner and opening I had done for my Technical English’s Product Exhibition today,….rush like mad to get prepared and set up for the booth,…I was sweating like crazy,..as if I just got under rain or sth,…hahahahahahaha,…quickly get done and wait for our turn to present since we were the second group of the day to present,…before that lets have a pic before presenting lol!!!,…hahahahahaha

Black & White For the Day!!!

*blink*,…yup with a blink of an eye the presentation was over,….aaarggggghhhh didn’t perform well enough,…what to do, didn’t remember well what to say for opening and conclusion though prepared the script so so smooth and according to flow,…even during presenting one of the main part, I barely remember the main points of the parts,..gotta use the brochure to recall the points lol!!!,….oh ya here’s how the brochures looks like,…with some flyers to be pass around too!!!

~ flyers & brochures

Following with the pic after the presentation with ms.liana

Done with our presentation got time to watch the last group of the presentation,..they gonna present about Electric Guitar,…cool isn’t it???

And their ending of presentation ends with Akeep singing a song while playing the electric guitar,..just managed to take his pic,..not the video,….arrrggghhh ‘sayang lo’,….

FINALLY,…lets have a group pic for the day!!!!

CK ;-p

pIeCeS 4 U!!!

Here some pieces for you,…been trying hard to write something about or for you but just not in a good piece,...guess I really need to sharpen with my vocabulary for better piece for you,...these two pieces are the songs from David Archuleta (Crush & Touch My Hand),..where it really tells off feelings about me to you!!!

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Crush



I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take?
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do??
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

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Touch My Hand



Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again

I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that’s shining out so bright is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah

CK

I HAVE DECIDED!!!

After two days in dilemma, I finally have decided!!!,….i gonna go back home for my study week,..guess not gonna change any of my decision anymore since Darren is helping me out with the tickets, so don’t think will managed to stop him from buying lo,….hehehehehehe,….ya study as a reason of course the other reason not staying in ump as I really really need to have a focus and peace of mind for studying. Really don’t want to mind wandering for the whole week before exam,…that kinda of period is suffering,..this I could imagine that,..that’s why I don wanna to be in such situation!!!,…..


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DILEMMA!!!

Yup in deep dilemma should I or should I not go back this coming study week,..dy went back over the weekend and just reached ump now,…and yet going back again???,…..aaarrgggghhhh!!! should I stay and just hold on for this bored and dull study week in ump??? Could just imagine life in uni during study week is TORTURING!!!,….cos I am sure I will be mind wandering around for the whole week not studying at all!!!,….but what if I am back to KL I didn’t study too with lots of entertainment distraction,….both decision I also will die,…gosh!!! If I could just predict the future at least for next week study week period, I would have know what my decision would be!!!

CK @,@"

nEwLooK FoR pEnDrIvE

finally after weeks of trying to attach the hp string bought from Genting to my pendrive,..at last it is tightly attach,....why so?? cos needed to tighten the keychain ring to prevent it from falling out lol!!!

CK ;-p

ToUcHed bY aN AnGeL

Some of you might have know the result that Ah Yoke, 曾潔鈺 the 3rd placing in ASQ won the competition,…getting 2 MAIN AWARDS in this TVB8 singing competition,….felt so proud of her as she break the record of 3rd placing in Malaysia, won as champion in this international singing competition for the first time,…besides I really support her all this while from her singing competition journey,…just felt ‘pity’ she didn’t win in ASQ,…but after all she proves us all that she really can sing well,….with the songs like 沿海地帶 she sang for TVB8 singing competition, it really touched my heart so so much,……..both love songs she sang during the competition were so passionate and full of feelings together with her angelic voice which can make your tears linger in your eyes…gosh she is like an angel to me now,….in need of a 天使 right now oh,……hahahahahaha exaggerating,…..anyhow heard from shang qian that her friend is studying in ump too as she is a stpm student too,….wow what a small world,…ooouuuuhhhhh,….how wish I could know her in real person through her friend,…in need of an angel to help me through this moment of my life,…last but not least, I will always support you,..so JIA YOU!!!


Here is a pic of her btw!!!


Here a video of here for the song 沿海地帶 in ASQ



CK ;-p

ReAsOnS I aM BaCk!!!

Once settle with my late breakfast after woke up and the previous post,….i went to Sita’s open house at her new house in jalan ipoh,…Elaine came pick me as I DO NOT HAVE a car to drive for the day,..actually it was her sis who was driving,….and ruba is with us too,…didn’t stay really long,..came back around evening and then I am out again to Jusco with mom fro grocery shopping again for my stock in uni,…and here I am being eager about the TVB8 International Chinese Singing Competition 2009 showing at night later cos the ASTRO STAR QUEST Top 3 were representing Malaysia in this competition,….yup sita’s open house and this competition also another reasons why I am back here in KL,…till then,…


CK ;-p

jObLeSS nIgHt

At such time I still not sleeping but blogging cos I just can’t sleep yet,…I thought HOME is where I will gain my most comfort,…no doubt indeed I felt comfortable being at home leaving all unwanted thoughts in my head from ump but just can’t stand seeing my house so messy just like what happen in my mind,….however, for the first time I got my very comfort evening nap with the cold raining weather,….i also thought I would be able surf net like no one cares but didn’t expect bro came back so early from the night out,….so stuck up without internet to use but writing this piece of art and saved as draft first before publishing,…Ya did I told you the reason I am back here with certain reason,…one of the MAIN reason I am back here is to clear things off my head and give a moment for myself not to think about S and to really know if S is the one I been searching for,….i give myself 2 days away from ump to think about it and half day gone thinking about S after all,…guess must be the lonely and bored night sitting at living room doing nothing but watching TV just makes me indirectly keep thinking about you,….


CK ;-p

~ CoLd ~

As mentioned I am not feeling well since yesterday night,..felt so freaky cold whole night with heavy rains all night long,…were doing my work and assignment,…just can’t let myself fall sick at such moment since tomorrow I am going back KL,….so in need to finish off everything ASAP before I back to KL as I barely have enough time to do it after I come back from KL on Sunday,…were burning midnight oil again,..woke up in the morning felt the same too,…felt so so cold, guess must be the lack of sleep and the weather in the morning here is kinda cold too,…thank god air-cond in comp lab is not that cold but still without breakfast for the day but ROCKY as replacement it is just not a healthy lifestyle to go on with,…engineering mechanic class even worst when I sat near to the air-cond and yup this one was FREAKY FREAKY cold,….gosh I can be frozen if I stay longer in there,..and then I just got melt with the hot weather outside the class,…such BIG changes of temperature makes me even more sick with minor fever,….

Going back in the afternoon, so I thought it would be hot like hell, indeed it was freaky hot waiting for the bus so I didn’t bring my jacket along and once I got into the bus the air-cond is so damn cold,….with halfway journey in the highway felt even more cold when it rains,….not only that, felt ‘chill in my heart’ when memory just flashes in seconds about S,….it is just cold from inside out,…if I could just see S for a moment at that time I would have not felt so cold and chill cos by seeing S, I gained my greatest warmness,…


CK ~,~

UMP's DeCo FoUnTaIn

hehehehehe,...got this pic of UMP's fountain nearby the library area when i am on my way out to bus stop at Kolej Kediaman 4 Area,.....

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UnDeR tHe RaIn aGaIn!!!

I caught in the rain again at night when I was on the way back from packing rice,…this time it rains ever heavier,..kinda enjoy it though as I once again, gain some energy of doing my work with this awakeness by the rain,…i thought I hated rain so much, last time I used to use umbrella when raining but now just dunno why I aint using,..guess must be S also seldom use umbrella during the rains,…and at last I am feeling sick,….not that my body is weak but I started not feeling well in the morning dy actually,.started with minor sore throat, headache and dizzy plus I was burning midnight oil yesterday night too,…and now I feeling cold out of it with minor coughing,…how wish you are reading right now as with your concern, for sure it is the best medicine for me,….but even you did read, guess you would have not know it’s YOU I am talking about, as you did not know that I had feelings towards you,….many people thought I had started with you but the real fact we had not,….so people please don’t misunderstand with the changes of status in my facebook,….it is in fact real complicated,….


CK @,@"

Rain!!!

Grammar test for Technical English is brought forward to 2.30 pm,..1 hr test and done about ¾ the time but still used up the whole hour discussing and checking each others’ answers,….gosh what am I doing???,….i thought I would stick to my principle not gonna cheat in test or exam and yet I did,….wandering around the cmlhs 12 lab with facebook although can go back once done the test,….and here goes another hour of mine gone wasted when I have to wait for the rain to stop,….aaaarggggghhh!!!,…..pros or cons???,…no idea but I guess cons more than pros,…

Firstly I got wet on the way back to KK2 though it is about to stop raining,….

Secondly being bored while waiting for rain to stop, I was playing some songs in my hp, and yup was thinking about S again,…

Thirdly as mentioned 1 hr of my time gone wasted which supposed to be use on my Technical English’s final assessment (Product Exhibition),…

Etc,….

Seems like cons more,…erm do have pros too actually,..again trying to awake myself from keep thinking of S, I felt refresh and awake by the rain to stop thinking about S for a moment,…I once did that before in L6 time, going under the rain and that time the rain was way heavier than just now,…the feeling to go under the rain isn’t that bad after all,…at least I treat that as a way of relaxing myself once a while,…

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz,.....

dozed off while writing this,..and when i jwas awake, i had a blank of mind writing but thinking of U!!!

CK T-T

ExHaUsTeD!!!

wednesday,...although i mentioned it is a FREE day for me with no more class approaching FINAL,...but i am so damn EXHAUSTED!!!,....slept quite late yesterday of so called 'burning midnight oil',....i did but didnt get into my head much actually,..so thought of study in the morning,...yet i wasted some time wondering around in the room not doing anything and by time it is about lunch,...so went out to the kafeteria to packed my lunch,...gosh once again i can't finish my packet of rice,...this time not even half i can finish,...food gone wasted and so do time,....time just passes an hour after another,...and yet i haven really study,..in terms of focusing,..just flipping trough,...the first half of the day was fine,..i got exhausted physically and mentally as following:,.....


ok by the time my mood comes it's about 4p.m and i had to go out for Ujian Kecergasan Jasmani Kebangsaan (UKJK) under Briged Siswa's components,...gosh really really so damn exhausted with running to and from a specific length,..roughly about 50m per trip and they count based on level,....each level got certain point,..they told us guys need to run till level 6-1 to pass and i for sure would not let myself get below than that since i did badly for First Aid component,...i kept running,..thinking in my heart to get level 8-1 which is the level to get A,..but half way through just couldn't get to the point before the beep sound and so i am ending with level 7-4,...aaaargggghhh after level 7-10 den it is level 8-1,..just a little bit more,...guess cause i aint enough energy due to lack of food for the day for lunch,...besides i just lost focus when suddenly S cross through my mind around level 6 that time,...so it is kinda hard to run and focus at the same time when i am thinking of S,....anyway not blaming S,...guess if not of S i would have not run till so far and gave up after level 6 lol,....felt so so dizzy after the physical test luckily didnt faint...so this is the physically exhausted part,......


at night as been informed way advance,..it is Calculus Test II,....rush up to memorise some formula and some examples,...8.3op.m the time,...still, i hardly got enough time to last minute refresh my memory with such a little rest from the physically exhaustion,...got to test class few minutes earlier yet it is about time to enter without any emotionally preparation,....started the test early,....without realising look likes the test time did help me a lot,..i been busy with thinking of caculation so i off mind from S for a moment until,...the very last 10-20 minutes when my mind just 'stuck' not knowing how to do some questions and here goes my mind wondering about S again,...gosh i just can't stop thinking of nonesense stuffs during calculus test,..TEST I i did so,...this time i did it again,...sigh!!!,...and yup i am blogging at A11 again right after the test,.....


wonders what S is doing right now lei???


CK ;-p

Ooppsss!!! wRoNg oF wOrDs!!!

Hahahahaha after so many posts I just got to know from darren that the word 他 is wrong,..it supposed to be 她,..cos 她 refer as girl according to him,..i didn’t not Chinese words also got specific words in differentiating gender,..i thought the word他 is refers as ‘dia’ as I learned last time from jyan,..didnt know that there is such a things of same pronunciation and same pinyin but different in the wordings,….or else I the 她I am referring to all this while is a guy instead,….hahahahahaha paiseh paiseh!!!,…I know, I know, what u expect from a BANANA who trying to write few words of Chinese here and there in the blog,….

So just managed to change the wordings in one of the most recent post as I used the words,…the other previous previous post, if you are and were reading,..replace the word with 她 by yourself then,….got no time to change so many posts with so many words,….I guess from any misunderstanding some more,…I gonna used the word ‘S’ as a replacement,…a short form name but,..don’t even bother to guess as I for sure would not reveal who is S,…


CK ;-p

Because of you!!!

Because of you, I hold feelings deep in my heart,
Because of you, I had sleepless nights,
Because of you, I lose my focus,
Because of you, I keep thinking of stupid stuffs,
But because of you, I am willing to do or help you with no limitation,

And because of you, I am gonna study as hard as I can
Just to prove you are not my burden but motivational and inspirational
And just to let you know, I will miss you as always!

CK <3

缘分

缘分or in English >> FATE,…another four letters word,…after long also been searching long for the meaning,…does 缘分 means to gather and leave (分开),….does this goes one and on??? (gather >> leave >> gather >> leave,…) as mentioned by shang qian in his oovoo’s personal message,.... Does life is supposed to plan that way???,….i just hates such feeling,…though I understand every gathering must be a leaving or ending,….but I hope it will be ever last long,….I just don’t want every time I thought my 缘分 is here,…and it just gone like that in a blind of eye without realizing or with certain reason like misunderstanding,…guess it is the time for 缘分 end,….I had to be prepared to ‘Let Go’,…


CK ;-p

EnD oF Me!!!

Hey

Stay with me

As I'm getting naked

Stripped down to the bone

Hey

I'm afraid

This could get ugly

And I might leave here alone

This is not a mistake

It's the dawn of a new day

Anything goes from now

[Chorus :]

This is the last of illusions

This is the final trace of innocence

If I'm caught in the middle

I know it will be the end of me

Hey

Talk to me

Don't play me with your silence

Whisper it in my mouth

Cause this is not about hate

It's the start of a new wave

Anything goes from now

[Chorus]

This is not a mistake

the dawn of a new day

this is not a mistake

Hey

Stay with me

Hey

Stay with me

As I'm getting naked

This is the last of illusions

This is the final trace of innocence

If I'm caught in the middle

I know it will be

It's the last of illusions

This is the final trace of innocence

If I'm caught in the middle

I know it will be

The end of me

Hey Yeah...

By：Marion Raven

~ this song really suits my feelings right now and I am loving this song so so much this moment!!! ~

CK ;-p

Where are you now???

just keep wondering where are you now??? wonder you had eaten enough??? wonder are you busy right now???,....wondering if you are asleep already???,....Just wondering!!!

CK <3

原来我最爱的人是你不是她

Just like as the title mentioned,… 原来我最爱的人是你不是她 ,…yup the 她 is not the one I mentioned as in the one sending me sms for the chocolate souvenir,..it is just me and my confusing feeling,..i always thought 她是我就爱 but it is not,..it is some other 她 I am having feeling towards to,….gosh up to now I just still confused about all these stupid feelings,….and during evening when I drop by darren’s room for a while,..he gave me an advice,…

‘在爱情世界里, if you be able to see your love ones in their happiness all the time although you are not with your love ones it is more than enough’

And even in the ‘Love Exchange’ last few episodes,..i finally realized although you had feelings towards someone,…it is not necessary to reveal out to your love ones or to any other people,..just treat them as usual,..neither too good nor not cool,…but if you wanted to treat your love ones more than usual, you had to do it without noticing and most of the work is ‘behind the scene’ like by helping your love ones with anything or to help your love ones find happiness they been searching for all the time,…it is not necessary the person you love gonna be with you,…you still can be happy and glad if your love ones found their happiness and their love ones and all you can do is to wish them happily together as always,…hopefully I can do so and I never thought just in a day I am blogging about all these stuffs during such an intense time,…guess must be because tonight’s time go pretty slow and I am still not in the mood to start my revision for my calculus test on wed,….sigh!!!


CK (L)

MoSt eArLy WaKe Up I eVeR HaD!!!

Surprised?? In just few hours of time I am blogging once again,…well I have no why but mostly must be the sleepless or I am just too guilty to sleep so much after I had not done my engineering drawing presentation,…so now doing research at the same time blogging here,….it’s been 2 consecutive days I just slept for 4-5 hours and I wonder how long I can last long for the week,..gosh really can’t wait till fri,..I really wish to abandon all the problems and stuffs over the weekend and have a break for myself before the FINAL,…Wednesday afternoon got physical test for Briged Siswa and at night got Calculus Test II and yet I had not study anything AT ALL,….i am so scare that’s my Test II gonna be the same like Test I full of careless mistakes and with a stupid thinking of me before the test as I mentioned before this,…..sigh,….hopefully I can get things done and prepared well in these 2 days,…..till then,..


CK ~,~

oUt tO KuAnTaN TwIcE a dAy!

Slept for 4 hours yesterday as need to wake up early in the morning to go kuantan by ump bus with kyen and jun liang,..we went kuantan parade instead of ECM as jun liang need to get his laptop back from repairing thus getting some daily stuffs we need and it is my first time going to Kuantan Parade,…We went for breakfast at a Chinese restaurant nearby Kuantan Parade before it is open,…..well you won’t believe how efficient we were when we get all things done within 2 hours that is by lunch,….been informed by the ump bus driver he is coming to pick us by noon so we rushed to the MPK2 Padang as usual,….well while still got some time, we packed for roasted chicken and pork rice near the waiting stop,….at the same time went to get tickets back to KL,…it was a sudden decision of me going back to KL as I really really can’t stand anymore with the problems happening within the whole week,…another thing I hate was I waited for the bus for 1 and half hour,..feel like bursting off!!!,….

while waiting kyen asked me about what really the main stuffs that makes me so moody,..there is a moment I thought of telling him but I just don’t have the guts to tell out my secrets yet to anyone,..not that I don’t trust him but I am just not ready yet to share with anyone yet in UMP,…anyway thanks for his support and concern really appreciate it a lot!!!


Then at night,..shang qian asked me to come along to go out yumcha,..and so am I tag along together with nicholas and phooi keat and his housemates,…didnt expect that we are going island red cafe in kuantan,..thought might be nearby gambang nee,…but anyway still had fun going out at night yumcha with my uni’s friends together with a year 2 snr, isaac who same age with us,…pretty fun night from night till midnight,…and ya I have not done my presentation for engineering drawings’ class till now,…..aaarrgggghhhh,..i am so DEAD by tomorrow especially my group members, they definitely gonna kill me then,….ok ok guess that’s about it before I am using more time blogging than doing my work,…hahahahahahaha


CK ;-p

PeStA TaNgLuNg '09

My very first time going to Pesta Tanglung in uni,…I know the actual was 2 weeks pass but since my uni’s schedule is kinda packed therefore they postponed to today,…well during school time I am always more eager about such festival cause I believe it is the most happening festival among Chinese tradition besides Chinese New Year,….the committee used Block W as event place with a welcome deco and a well decorated stage,….around the place also been decorated with lots of nice deco,..and there is a place special for making wishes too just besides such a beautiful lighter latern,…..i did make a wish too,…erm thought of posting the pic about my wish guess better not la,…hehehehehehehhe….at first I never thought of joining any competition,..not drawing don even say calligraphy,…some how got the excitement in joining especially when Darren offered to help with the writing,…so I joined for fun lo,…

Here’s the process during my calligraphy work and its final result,…

So then we proceed exploring the carnival and the food stalls available there,…bought some to fill my hungry stomach,….bought ‘tong yuen’ and peanut glutinous rice (correct me if I am wrong),…..so then feeling bored while waiting for the opening ceremony to start,..I then walked around and taking pics here and there,…especially the deco,…wonder what happened to my camera,….most pic went blur,…and since I heard there is 24 seasons drum performance and my coursemate, shang qian involved so must give some support though me and phooi keat trying to the scene with these following pics,….heheheheheheh


Just managed to captured a few pic that is clear when they playing drum and just managed to record the last one minute part of the performance,….

After watching several fantastic performances besides the 24 seasons drum performance,…when the carnival coming to an ending,…everyone went to the games stalls instead and when time is getting late,…I am just basically waiting for others, those involved in pt committee to clean up after everything is over,…by time Darren, han wau and I went to payung putih to start the first piece of mooncake but they didn’t stay long,… I asked others to have a mooncake party as I have 2 pieces of mooncakes and so do Swee Ing,….once everything done is about 12 and yet we still go on with the mini mooncake party,….then slowly each and one came,..including chun yeen, who came first then swee ing, wai mun, wai fen, and Nicholas,…gosh by the time we were eating the mooncakes we just got to know it was nicholas’s b’day on the 16th,…so here I am wishing him HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!!!,……the six of us chatted for hours and hours without realizing how late it was,…Nicholas and wai fen went back first as it is getting more late,….the other 4 of us chatted some more till just now and so are we going back and have our late night sleep,…. And now I just bathed and settle down for a moment …till then nights!!!

CK ;-p

EaGeRnEss!!!

Ok ok approaching 6pm now,….i am still blogging at A11 although the Carnival Pesta Tanglung is about to start,…and looks like it is gonna rain soon, so I better hurry up get back to my room and prepared then quickly move to the carnival at Block W in the main campus,…wee!!! My first time going Pesta Tanglung in uni and lots of wondering ahead and so excited although I am in deep moodiness ,….!!!!,…anyway so stay tuned about Pesta Tanglung in UMP,…cya!!!


CK ;-p

L-O-V-E

Just now while waiting for Kyen to pack Chinese food from gambang,…I was watching this old TVB series called ‘Love Exchange’,….erm,..the story DEFINITELY about love but something different from ordinary love series,….if you all had watch then for sure you understand what I am talking about,…it is the show I am trying to talk about,…I just somehow got some the inspiration of writing this post as one of the scene the characters in the series were giving thoughts of LOVE and it really inspires me a lot,….

erm as you read from my previous post and status in facebook,…I just really dunno it is a passing feeling or crushes I used to have before or really LOVE,….besides I am so damn confused when some things had happened that makes me even more confused about the feeling I had right now,….I mentioned I once had such feelings during L6 time and I thought deep in my heart I could handle such a situation before but I REALLY CAN’T!!!

I remember back then I kept asking my friend, B for advises and ya thanks for lending your ear hearing my thoughts and problems,..but still the advice and support I got that is really useful is;

‘You really gotta search deep in your heart, what your hearts really want. No one else could help you but yourself as this is really a personal problem, no matter whatever you do, you got my support’

The advise might seem simple and everyone also could say it out but the support given is the most valuable to me,...I was so touched with the support but guess the problem is I dare not faced any of these problems I had and dare not open out about such matter to others,….if you realised I rarely or never write such topic before because I am still long search the real meaning of this word LOVE spell as L-O-V-E consisting of 4 letters ONLY,….

In our life, many of us struggle hard to search for true love and the other half,….some found, some not,…true love and other half??? Does it equivalent???,…does your other half is other half,…or just a partner that had been date for years and finally get married,….Does true love really exist???,…I once believed it does but the thing is I never been in LOVE before how can I search or know there will be TRUE LOVE???,…..having passing feeling and crushes for me is just ‘puppy love’ as back then I was still a teenager,….approaching 20 in a month more makes me feel that if I am to search for ‘the one’ it should be my TRUE LOVE,….but as time passes from year to year and getting older,…people tend to step backward instead of forward in such matter,….I for one is the best example here,…don’t even talk about find ‘the one’ or true love,…I don’t even dare to be in LOVE again,..guess I just LOST or lost of hopes in such matter,….ya I know I am too young to talk about such thing but being alone is LONELY and hard especially during some major celebration but guess I am used to it and guess I am consider coward in letting myself ‘hurt’ in such a pure innocent world to me,….

Guess as mentioned by a character in the series,

‘Deep in our heart there is a window, it is just up to us to open this window or by ‘the right key’ of opening it’

I for one, definitely not ready to open my ‘window’ and the ‘key’ opening it is within myself,..guess there will not be any ‘key’ from outside that could open it for time being,...Ivan is right, i am just not ready into real stuffs of realationship,....so i guess i will not open my 'window' though I found one,....


CK ~ symbol-less!!! ~

FeeLinGz!!!

Don’t misunderstand that I am writing about someone here,…not ~FeeL!nGzz~ a.k.a cheau ying, my bloggie’s friend,…but really about my feelings right now,..just that I really feel like spelling is with ‘z’ instead just like her name in blog as I really confused with my feelings right now,…I am so speechless about what is happening to me again with all these confusing feelings again. Last 2 years during my L6 time I once had such feelings before…I LOVE and HATED so much these kind of feelings,…I thought once in a lifetime having these kind of confusing feelings will do,..but I never thought second time comes again,…this time is more nightmare I guess since I am in uni first year only,….now already happened such a case, I just can’t imagine what gonna happen some more for the upcoming 3 years,….

Well until now I am sure most of u still wonder what kind of confusing feelings I had right now,….from the intro also I been crapping the same not mentioning what is it all about,....

( Erm, I just dunno how to describe it,…such a tragic week again in uni where I was and I am busy with assignments and quizzes and yet I can still have the room for confusing feelings time,…in just a day from Genting Trip yesterday with my section coursemates, today in the afternoon I already started to have such feelings that should NOT even happen,…it was since the moment I got a weird dream when I was taking my nap in the afternoon I got such feeling,….

Then surprisingly after the evening class today, the long waited sms or phone number I been searching for weeks and months I finally got it,….他 sent one sms to me thanking me for the chocolate souvenir which I bought for他的 roommate,….)

The feelings in the bracket is two different case, the feeling in my dream makes me feel guilty of having such feeling again,…I HATED this kind of feeling so much and I SWORE before since L6 times onwards not to have such feelings and yet I am repeating it again,….the feeling about the sms and phone number makes me feel that I should not be that naïve and rush in making any decisions thus the feeling of long waiting for something makes me even more excited and happy that I can abandon the feeling of waiting now onwards,….

Sigh,..i am crapping again with stupid stuffs,…FINAL is around the corner with some of the final assessment and presentation yet I am being so IDIOT thinking of stupid stuffs that would never happen for both feelings of cases I had today,…

I wonder can these feelings fade away just by time?? Or can someone help me get rid off of all these feelings OUT OF MY MIND???,…I hope I can make sure these feelings never happened again???,…..

~ NO CAN’T BUT CAN!!! Gambateh to CK!!! ~

CK ;-p / @,@ / =,= / T-T

No MoRe BeLaTeD, HoPeFuLLy!!!

Ok ok, I admit once again,…any post that posted below this is a belated post,….well just because I really have no enough time in searching the best internet connection that is convenient near my Kolej Kediaman 2 area to blog and upload the pics,….at last I found one in Block A of my Kolej Kediaman area,…at house of A11 where there is SUPERB fast internet connection without any block of websites and also a TV for our entertainment,….it is together with ASTRO with sports and documentary packages with the main package,…so most of the time I am watching ASTRO AEC instead,….hehehehehehehe,…alright alright I will be blogging more often and upload most recent pics ASAP and NO MORE BELATED,…Hopefully!!!,….


CK ;-p

sTuFFs FrOm GeNtInG TrIp

ok after the A12's GeNtInG TrIp of course none other than some souvenirs got from Chocolate Wonderland but also some other stuffs i bought along the way for this trip,...like below is the McD's Glass for a special offer set as promotion,...so got this colour,..Carcoal!!!,....

and here are some chocs i got from Chocolate Wonderland

lastly, a string hp tag bought for my pendrive lol!!!

CK ;-p

A12’s GeNtInG TrIp

gee!!!,….so so excited about today’s A12 class’ trip,…been planning since Sunday during the gotong-royong time at ASTAKA for project TITAS,…erm had lots of changing of venue and time cos hard to get the whole class’s agreement,….been struggling to get everyone’s votes to go genting,….in the evening after the class yesterday we thought we decided to go kuantan and bukit gambang resort water park,…but the guys,..sanniy especially asked for an emergency meeting to FINALISED everything and in the end,…YES,…

WE ARE GOING TO GENTING!!!,…..weee!!!

First time going in such a big group of coursemates and yup it’s gonna be a fun time to be around with these friends since during uni days we hardly have time to get to know each other that well except during groups assignment,….so we the A4 group decided to rent a car by our own,…AUTO car instead of manual since none of us know how to drive manual,..besides it is much safer going up the hill with auto just that less in power boost nee,…so we got VIVA AUTO with 4 of us plus one,..who is the other one???,…yup is wai fen,…we decided to make all Chinese in one car to makes things more fun for us,…Shang Qian drove as he more familiar with the roads,….
Serious didn’t expect this trip could be such fun,…well here are some pics about us in the Theme Park,....

~ A4 group & wai fen!!!

~ the A4 group!!!


~ the guys in the flume ride

~ shang qian & i in the flume ride ~

and lastly the A4 group & wai fen again!!!

and followed by the chocolate wonderland tour pic!!!

first was shang qian's turn


then is Keat's turn


and lastly my turn

Ok by dawn,… we got down from Genting and our car decided to have dinner by our own either at gambang or somewhere else,….and yup it is like half an hour before gambang, our car running OUT OF FUEL,….IT IS EMPTY,…and really really THANK GOD that our car died off just opposite of a petrol station in the highway,…so we got down and bought efficient fuel to get back gambang,…by the time we reached gambang it is dy getting late,…so we decided to pack back instead of eating there,….gosh such a GREAT day having fun with my coursemates today,….I guess this would be one of my most MEMORABLE trip so far,…..

Lastly, for more pics view,..do visit this following link of photos in facebook,…

CK :-p

gOtOnG-rOyOnG aT ASTAKA

As one of the assessment for TITAS,…my course section been assigned with a project,..every section need to do a project and our one is ‘gotong-royong’,….been planning for quite some time and we finally decided to do the gotong-royong at UMP ASTAKA hall,…time set was 8.30a.m today but everyone is kinda late after all,…I myself also kinda late,…although it is gotong-royong,..it is basically more to sweeping the floor and arrange some chairs and tables only,…hahahahaha well it is cause ASTAKA hall is pretty clean and tidy,..not much to clean besides it is gonna close for temporary for renovation I heard,….and we had some snacks bought by sanniy, akeep and the groups before dismissed,….somehow during discussion we were not discussing what we had gained from this gotong-royong activity instead we were discussing of doing a class’s trip on this coming wed as we had whole day free without any classes for the day,…just suggestion were given,..confirmation had not been done though,…hopefully this trip really gonna work out its way as the other section had their class’ trip in Kuantan and Teluk Cempedak,….

yup at least from pic below, we were cleaning back then!!!

CK ;-p