17th NLLC

total of 2 weeks, i last bloged.....must be wonder why rite??..well some of u might dy know the reason.....went to Natioanal Lasallian Leaders' Convention for a week and i got sick for a week after got back......so that is the reason of blog delayed......so wanted to write this since last week but was so sick can even have enough energy to walk don even talk bout surf net......

"Write Your Story, Shape Lives"

- the theme for the convention......well the 17th NLLC was really awesome...at 1st, few weeks before the convention i really hesitating going due to the incident that happened around that time....then i finally made up my mind to go and it is really really GREAT.....have so much fun there, learned so much, make a lots of new wonderful friends around tha nation and singapore......it totally no regret going there with minor flu in the beginning and struggle to cure at the convention a lot thought it didnt cure and get worst when i got back.....but seriously this convention really changed my way of life completely...the way i should live my life and write my own story just how everyone who been there finally had found the answer for it......for aint sure everyone found it but definitely i got the answer to write my own story and shape my own live...to be able to walk out one's shadow is really relieve.....once i was living under one's shadow and lose my ownself and lose the wisdom of life too.....and before the convention i finally realized bout it and try to move out form the shadow and at last i able to walk from the shadow completely after hearing all sorts of wonderful stories of thiers and De La Salle........i never thought life can be really that wonderful from another view as it is not just about me, myself and i......awaken from the dream i was in and move to reality to give a helping hand to the lost, the least and the last....the feeling is really satisfying.....now helping the poor is just not for the sake of helping but really there for thier need and the heart to help them is far more important than any other, that what's i had been realised.....

looks like i really need to reflect myself more on the social realities as i totally forget the role i can play in the society and served for the poor though i went to the regional convention before on 2 years back....looks like the fire in every one of us need to be fire up more so the society will be in a better condition as more and more people give thier helping hand to the poor....(hope you people out there will soon realised it one day).......lets make a world full of Love and Care and live a peace and harmony.....!!!!

CK ;-p

Cherry~~~

RoAd NoT TaKeN???

met up some old friends of secondary school today - a simple gathering.....wow just a year had passed and so many things changed....those friends i met today all seem so differrent...well appearancely they still look they same but mentality wise they seem so different from mine...guess it is all because of the ROAD we took after the SPM....some went for foundation course, some a level, ppl lile me.....F6(STPM) - well for some peoples f6 seem the longest, hardest and not worth-going pre-u course of all...but isnt it STPM is one of those hardset exam in the world...if any1 who excel in it they gonna have a brilliant future??.....

well though i still doubt myself to excel in it but i will put my most effort and hardwork available in me for this upcoming year.....don even care if people gonna known me as a NERD or what cos to excel in STPM if u dun have the brain the u MUST have the hadwork.....it helps a lot to excel and achieve good result....ya of cos since i m a crazy outing and entertaiment person of couse i wont leave those of my life aside.....just maybe upcoming will really trying to focus more on study as it is a LOT of competition in f6 lol.....not from our school but from some other top F6 schools around the country.....a year from now or less it is the time for me to take the exam...so just see how things go by then....just focusing on my present life as in holidays and enjoy it a lot especially the days that have outings......well let see what things will change my point of view on life and everything when reopen school lol.....

CK ;-p

~ hAppY BiRtHdAy ChRiStInA!!! ~

~ the celebration was in the morning nor in the afternoon....it was in the evening or perhaps i should say it was at night due to certain circumstances.....well the biggest reason was christina had to work till 6pm lol....wat a day for her since it is her bday but she cant take off.....hahahha.....so get to a shop nearby times square name Summer Cafe - sounds familiar??...bet some of you who always hang around that area might went there before....it is just a simple celebration but i aint sure whether she was surprised by the cake we...erm actually bernard bought for her.....so we have a nice time chilling at the cafe till quite late and the most enjoyed part of couse pushing vick's head onto the cake...well partly....all bcos of brandon!!.....hahaha....the bday girl didnt get such punishment but the bf was the one who got it.....KARMA i guess..hahahhaha - jk jk -.....vick n brandon really gone wild at the party....even the staffs and peoples in the cafe also scared of them bcos of thier wildness la....hahahhahaha...alright alright time to go....and though it was kinda late now but still wanna wish christina....... - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ~

CK ;-p

~ Of aLL ThE TiMe!!! ~

Great such late at night and i still wide awake....wanted to sleep but cant - well all because i was clearing up and cleaning up my room just now and some how saw my album.....then got some idea to blog after reading such a meaningful and touching poem from Li Jia's blog.......

Well though those pics are only few years back but wow time really flies......my very first Dinner Nite pictures at Crown Princess Hotel and the 2nd year at Equtorial Hotel...both dinner nite leave such a great memory to me. especially last year, the dinner nite was awesome. the memory left behind was so sweet and to be treausred a lot!!!....didnt know those pics will really give such a GREAT flashback of my old memories which i might had forgotten for a long time especially memory on my all my F5 buddies......kash, asyraf, ihkwan and of cos, juen.....but well after the fight with juen....those pictures seem more valuable maybe because there might not be any other time we gonna take picture again in the future.....i aint sure what kind of friendship of we both are heading to but guess it wont be that beyond anymore....things are fine now just waiting for longer time to fade sad memories away......just miss so much of my past, how good it time can turn backward.....well that is what everyone wanted to...to change the past for a better future....but something happened in the past are meant for it to happen so i will take that as an obstacles and challenges in my life.....

well after chilling and cooling for so long, i finally got into my senses.....nothing is permanent in this world, so i had learned when to give and when to take and even when to let go. if something are meant not to be urs then it is time for us to let go and if something are meant to be urs we have to treasure it as in the present. Time to finally move on my life with diffrerent point of view in life and search for the answer of 'Who Am i?'.....just some how need to know myself cause who i was and who i am now is completely a different person....espcially when i read again the letter vick gave me 2 years back....he said i am sincere and kind-hearted but i wonder am i that good??....just maybe i had lost faith in myself at the moment as things turn to be so sour and complicated for family and friendship around me...thanks vick for that letter....once again it helps me go through my hardest period of life...!!!!

CK ;-p

~ UnDeR ThE CaNoPy oF LoVe ~

K:是是非非真假原来相当可怕如甜梦全是哄骗话真相被遗下N:话若可分真假情难修饰欺诈柔情话诚实欠了吧一切是废话

K:想想你不会伤想你不要伤想你不再受伤可讲的我都会讲讲我都会讲请你不要乱猜受创如你心安不厌我我都讲N:请请你不要拖请你不要拖请你请你别拖可讲的也请你讲讲到底也讲让我不再绝望

N:以真心将谎言尽挡K:我衷心将一切尽讲

K:梦在心中多好情毋须怎宣布无情话无谓去制造真相论程度N:愿望星般多高祈求真心倾诉如无尽蒙在那片雾真爱未看到

~ seriously out of so many love series by TVB i guess so far this one is the best!!!....well the lighting of the show already need to give a lot of credit to.....it is so in the mood and like so call the dreamland.....you will be wondering sometime which scenes are in dream and which are in real life......anyway this love serie stated lots of facts bout love and even life.....well wat i think bout the facts of love it could be extinct in such a real life since many do not believe in true love...don relate to love of a couple...love of a brotherhood or even love of a friend don seem to be ideal and true in such a realistic life.......well no doubt there is still such love in this world just hardly can find now days.....i always watch love serie when it come to triangle love, many of those involves will stuggled between the 2 loves...well this make the different in the show...the hero of the show(Kevin Cheng) gave up/sacrifice his love for a friendship he treasured the most...a friend which he treated as a buddy or brother and he just let go his love ones to his buddy because he wanna protect n not let his buddy get hurt....well this is wat i call true friendship all about....about true love this is even great....both hero(Kevin Cheng) n heroin(Niki Chow) went through so many obstacles and had gone through many sweet, sour n bitter memories when they are together....they had misunderstanding and quarrel all the time n yet each time they manage to go through those obstacles.....in the end the blif they had found thier 'yi shan chui ai'(the most loved in the life).......and they get together in the end all bcos of Kevin's buddy (Bosco)'s blessing and matching them together....gosh such friendship and love couple in real life???...well perhaps i haven found yet for both true friendship and love like tat......well if any1 of u all found it, do appreciate and treasure them cos this 2 things are kinda hard to find now days......and wish those who have such frienship or love couple to last forever!!!!~

best wishes,
CK <3

aargggh!!!

~....obvisuosly the resaon i shouted 'arggh!!!' is because i spent a whole day out again for yesterday!!!....gosh what kind of f6 student i am whule i still got lots hw to do...sighs......welll as i said earlier went to exposure program in the morning....great the place is at kg.berembang near gleneagle's medical center....bet u all didnt hear such place before since i myself also was shocked to hear that there is such place with homeless ppl staying there(rumah setinggan)....wah seh the situation there really pathetic since those places they are staying it just temp house made by them where it barely have space for 2 persons....and yet they just stay there with about 5-6 persons in there.....gosh......those houses in directly under the electric transmitter stand...gosh so damn dangerous staying underneath man.......such a tragic place since the developer just demolish thier houses as the developer wanna develope some thingy multi billion project at the area......ok enough of those sad n sympathy story....after the program, went to klcc to visit my friends at PC fair.....gosh such a great place to spent my sunday huh....since the place is so damn crowded....hang around untill the whole event finish since the timing is just nice to go back together with my friends......and i cant blif it is yet another day for fate testing time.....met quite a numver of johannians again.....well perhaps all the malls i hang around are the famous placse for the johannians to hang around too.....ok time to go and get myself off from the com so i can do some hw or revision or else i really will die in coming test....~

(J) ;-p

~ wHaT aN eNjOyInG dAy!!! ~

~ Gosh woke up so early today just to blog hahahhaa.......wow, yesterday was heaven for me....back to my old days where i really really enjoy an outing compare to so many any other outings this year cos i didnt really outing some of the outing i went out with some friends this year.....if to describe yesterday, it was SPLENDID!!!....went out with my primary school friend, elaine and most of the friends i went out with yesterday were her friends....well but still it was an enjoying.....we went for movie n gsc pavillion...the cinema was freaky cold but luckily i wore two layers so still can survived..hahahahha.......after the movie cont' my day with Michael Wong's autograph session at sg.wang......too bad elaine's friends all didnt join but still i gotta accompany elaine cos she wanted to go......oh by the way this outing was really a fate testing day......at 1st i saw kwong lim in the monorail while on the way to pavillion den i saw eugene wong in the pavillion and den i saw qi kit at the autograph session...and saw kam fatt also passing by when we were at the autograph session......wah seh qi kit got tat like an our ealier than us well of cos lol our movie ended like 5.30 so elaine n i got there like about 6 and qi kit is the fan club member so for sure he will get there earlier than any other fans lol..........thank God get some nice placing at the front......and out of so many other autograph session...michael wong's one is the most enjoyed....well i guess it is bcos he sang the most songs compare to other autograph sessions i went....he sang about 4-5 songs which normally some singer don sing or some sing about 1-2........his new album i could say is tremendous!!!...well mayb bcos all the songs and the meaning of it are nice......some of the songs he sang y'day were close to wat i had experienced these period of life....so really into those songs...well tat y i put on 2 of his new album's songs in my blog.....anyway i gtg cos it is time for me to prepare myself before i m late to an exposure program at kg.berembang.....dun wanna be the late 1...hahahhaha....will update more bout the program when i got back...see yea!!! ~

(J) ;-p

~ fLasHbAcK oF MeMorIes ~

~ time really flies. whenever i wanted the time to pass slower it always flies as fast like SUPERMAN.....gosh pls slow down a bit cos i still got lots of undone HW and lots of chapter to revise for my revision test after the holz.....3 weeks more for my holz wif 1 week gone for camp tat makes me left wif 2 weeks nee...n not forgetting with some plans going out wif friends next week....i actually left wif a week....n yet most of my HW remain UNTOUCHED!!!.....although i stop my physics tuition this month i still have not enough time and i am so tired all the time....wah seh imagine if i went for the 16 hrs tuition class this week then i guess i will be a lively corpse walking around the hs......just today itself i had spent the whole day out cos i went to extra class in the morning and then i went to KL Library to do my so call hw....in the end 2 exercises were only done and i just spend most of the time day dreaming....well mayb KL library was one of the places which leave me some memory this year during my L6 school period.....today it was a rainy day and i cant blif i let myself walk under the rain to & back from lrt station without using an umbrella....walking everywhere near CM area also without an umbrella....and in the end i got headache now...great!!!.....all the places i went today like CM, bangsar, library etc really refresh a lot of my memories in the past la....n those memories it is just half a year ago or some just few months ago......really miss those days where it is full of fun n joy......i guess those memories were meant to be treasured for me since mostly i wont be doing and going those places with the same reason again......such a day i had spent today...well wat i noe tml definitely will be more fun cos gonna go out wif my frens n hang out....hoho...yay !!!~

(J) ;-p

~ TaGGeD by Li Jia!!! ~

It is my 1st time being tagged and seriously if she didnt tagged me perharps i wont 'layan' at all lol....hahahha bu even be4 i begin i enjoy being tagge....wt~.....ok here is the quiz.....

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. Better results in coming revision test 1st den only aim again for STPM =)
2. Hmm. Wonderful friends...especially .do hope to get back my buddy as a friend back
3. A great holiday.....perhaps giv me longer holz dis year if can.....hahahahhaha
4. A cleanser which will clean my face smoothly.....hahahahhaha.....really lots of acne now a days.
5. To have a pure n long lasting love.

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS:
Yeow Li Jia

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. Friendly
2. Pretty
3. Supportive
4. Caring
5. Easy-going person

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU: NOTHING!
Came to my b'day party and surprised me and gave me more memorable present ever!!!!!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
'Cheer up k'......that is very supportive of her.....

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
I have no idea. =)

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
I doubt. But if ever, I suppose it's coz we had a misunderstanding. Or maybe cause i always call her and disturb her as i think because when i call her i talk a lot lol.....hahahhaha

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. Li Jia
2. Christina
3. Lynnett
4. Cheau Ying
5. Wan Yu
6. Bernard
7. Victor
8. Byran Lim
9. Li Sha
10. Nicholas

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
'Hamster' Lim lol....hahahaha

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Eddie lol.....

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Goodness. They will be lesbian and Eddie will be heartbroken!!!!

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
Impossible unless they're both lesbian.

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Just got released from the prison bars of SPM and i believe she's enjoying her life now a lots!!! =)

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
erm a week ago....i think....

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Not yet! i guess she is searching for some job to work soon.

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
erm...don think so...

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
Uh, nope. definitely not!....how can i woo my own personal jnr some more he is a guys...siaow ah...

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
No no no.. hehehe..cos she is my pet sis n i m sure she wont have feelings for me......

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yup she does.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3?
Through friend's intro.

AND NO.4?
She is my senior when i start F6 at sji. Through orientation to be exact!!

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Ampang....distance walk from Ampang Point.....

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
same thing as how i get to know No. 3 lol.......

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
erm....i don think so la...but she got a pretty heart lol......

~ DeC : ! mIsS tHe mOnTh oF NoV a Lots!!!! ~

it is only pass 2 days of Dec but i already miss the month of Nov so so much. seriously i never thought the month of Nov could be such a tragic or memorable month to me. As i had mention earlier in my old blog it is the most happening month of the year. I don't think Dec will be such happening lol. Really miss the outing, the b'day party, the PD trip and everything which had happened last month.

and...... not forgetting it is my b'day month obviously i treasure the month more than any other month. Last time i used to dislike that my b'day is so late of the year but now i kinda enjoy that my b'day fall some where end of the year. Well it is because i can lie to myself that i am one of those youngest people in 1989 batch. hahahaha perasan lol....and i really like my b'day date lol...17/11....the number 1 keep repeating make me easier to tell other people when they ask my b'day date.

speaking of which, i didnt really mention my b'day right at old blog. well it is a surprised party where all my friends didnt not turn out for the afternoon outing which supposed to be a b'day celebration and in the end harish and milton only turn out. well they wanna do some dramatic thingy so i will be super sad and emo for the whole day and in the end at night they surprised me with a BIG party at Li Sha's house with lots of friends turn up there including some i didnt expect they will able to make it like Li Jia n Bryan Lim who were sitting for STPM and SPM during that week. really really touched and was so happy on that day. Thanks a lot all my friends!!!!!

~ just to add on sth,
'thanks a lot to my dear shi mo for everything as in helping going through my problem, giving me such a memorable n helpful/useful present(really very useful), being such a good listener, being such a supportive shi mo n everything. really appreciate a lot. i think i m ok now. just really need more time to recover from those bad memory'

(J) ;-p

~ A wHoLe NeW LiFe!!! ~

~ well since i am starting a new life again after a GREAT incident. So i am starting a new blog to mark a whole new life of mine and start all over again with everything new, new surrouding, new blog, new friends perhaps and everything, too many to list out...hahahaha...So just wait, more post will be coming here than the blog in friendster i guess since friendster blog leave such a bad memory to me so most probably gonna hibernate it for a long long time.....ok see yea ppl!!!! ~

(J) ;-p