Warmest Wishes & Best Regards

 

Love,
~CK~

DrAgoNfLy

 

CK ;-p

人生有几个十年了？

Without realising ten years had passed. Just with a blink of an eye, my dad had left the family for ten years, my life without him for a decade!!! Can’t even recall when the year was that I stop relying on him and his caring, that trains me up to be such an independent person. But I am blessed that I got blessing from him. Blessing that ensures I can move on in my life every time I faced difficulties “Out of difficulties, makes miracles.” Sometimes to change the impossible to possible, it is not that difficult at all. All you need is faith, effort and the trust in the final result. Yes, indeed there is some part of me hating him because leaving the family, but I guess the amount of hatred I had to him is the amount I love him. I love him for the way he raised me, brought me up when I was down and even showing indirect guidance to me that is useful in anytime. I was once being rebellious and now I am turning into another person. I ain't so sure if my changing is good or the either way round. But at least I felt positive in my changing. My family and siblings might say I am changing to a cold-blooded person, you can say whatever about me, I don’t really care anymore!!! The present me is, I don’t want to live a life based on judgement of others. I live my life for myself, not for others. Sorry dad once again I might turn up to be a person you might want me to be. In my thinking now, I am getting older as an adult; I need to train myself up to be a better man, a more responsible to my work and action. So, you can’t blame me for being of care less person as I want to live in a life with my own definition of happiness. That is my most comfortable way of living and being the real me. I ain’t so sure how I am going to survive in the “real world”, but I am sure with the knowledge, skills and capability I am achieving now, I can ensure I won’t let you down once again.

May your soul and spirit blessed be!!! ^.^
~Sadhu, sadhu, sadhu~

Love,
~CK~

CoMe cLeAn

 

~Lies,..~

Lies maybe seem bad and effected in many ways. But what if someone keeps telling white lies??? Does that take any effect? Can white lies remain not harmful even though it is a lie? Or a lie is a lie. No matter white lies or not, it shall not be told. But if that white lies helps to hold on to something, does that something worth to be hold anymore? Or should just let it be. Just let that white lies hold to it until maybe a deadline that might burst it off???,….

Conclusion: ~Clueless!!!~

 

CK ~.~

Hopes & Dreams

These are the pieces that made up of someone’s life. I was living a life full of hopes and dreams. Believing that if I put more hopes I will have my dreams come true. But as times goes by, these two of puzzles just disappear right in front of me. I become hopeless; dare not to hope for anything anymore because every time I hope for something, it just turns out to be a big disappointment to me in the end. Don’t even need to talk about dreams. Few days back I thought I found my hopes are coming back to make my dreams come true. But it seems like a fake hope. I keep lying to myself that these hopes can make my wishes or dreams come true, but it is the opposite. I got hurt rather than just disappointment. You gave me lights and hopes, and you took it away from me right at the moment I found most happiness of my life. I just not even know what to do, so I decided to do so. Decided to hide myself from you for couple of weeks, give myself time to figure if my feelings and hopes on you are still the same after time passes by. Though that dreams will never come true,…

CK

~Of Principles & Promises~

Which is more important????

Holding up principles that you once always believe in or to keep a promise that you find it hard to fulfil where the promise is conflict with the principle you hold up to.
I am confused and dilemma now, @,@!!!,….
 
Or should I set a timeline where if I can’t fulfil those promises by that period, I just gave up working so hard to fulfil those promises, because I HATE BREAKING PROMISES!!!


~ CK ~

~treasure for life~

Life really seem so fragile,
Even at the young age, death can occur at anytime,
Life is too short to be sad, depressed, angry with someone and to have more enemy in life,
Cherish all the things we have right now
And treasure your family and friends while still last,
As a saying

Family and Friends are hidden treasures, seek them and enjoy their riches

by Wanda Hope Carte

~ CK ~

~words for encouragement~

In everyone's life there comes a time

for reviewing for looking at who we are

and what the future has in store.

These times can be difficult and frightening

But they can also be very exciting.

 

Always remember that you are

a unique and a special person.

Treat every experience as a lesson learned.

Never allow yourself to be carried away...

Be positive.

Chart your journey and

head for your destination.

When you are faced with obstacle,

Don't give up. Look for a way around it.

CK ^.^

~friendship~

I'm So Glad
You're My FRIEND

Some people have a special gift,
for doing thoughtful deeds,

For offering encouragement,
that someone really needs

For knowing when to be there,
with a helping hand to lend...

 

CK

What's in the box???

Received this 2 days back for my early b'day present, and I wonder what is inside??? So curious and suspicious!!! But not gonna reveal till the day,...
 
That would be 0 days to go,....(17 NOVEMBER 2010!!!)

Real touched to received present such in advance.
 
Thank you!!!


CK ^.^

~taking the road less taken~

 

~journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step~

my journey started long ago, and countless steps I had taken to come this far.
 
one day, i walked along the beach and stop for a moment, looking backward and saw how many steps I had taken from the beginning of the journey.
 
though I can't say I had taken more steps than any other who are more senior to me,
 
but at least the journey I started and the road i had taken is always the one least taken,
 
until this moment, I am still taking the less taken road to move on my life, to face anything that comes along the road I choose ALONE!!!,
 
no one could help me but me, myself to find the inner strength to move on and overcome all the obstacles I am facing and about to face,

~ this is my life, this is my road of life~

~ CK ~

~tweety~

Just some how, I have the same faith like this ~tweety~ bird,...
 
*If you realised on its left leg*


CK ~.~

我寂寞寂寞就好

 

DAD, I MISS YOU!!!

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

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Just somehow this song always reminds me of my dad. Ya it’s been nine years from now. Last week, 1st Oct was according to the lunar calendar and today is exactly the day. I never want to say this but,…FOR REAL,…

DAD, I MISS YOU!!!

Maybe as everyone and I, myself thought I would have not miss you that much after so many years. But when come to certain times, times when I am really really hopeless not knowing what to do or what step should I take, I just somehow have the drive and energy because of you. The drive to keep going my life because of your last word to me in my dream ‘Take care of mom and the family’,....this what’s keep me going till today. But seriously dad, up to today, I am sorry I am still such a rebellious son, a son who always keep mom worry, a son who might hurt mom with certain words at times. And a son who likes doing something that follows his heart more than his brain. I really hate myself of being so. Guess it is a reason for me to break out from myself for being the good one. I know it is just a crap of reason but always being the one who had to share burden in the family the feel isn’t good at all. I hope after the long sick I had last month makes me realised how rebellious I had turn into and I am starting to regret of being like one. I am trying my best to change all these a little by time. And I promise you that, though I am might not be your perfect son, at least I would realised your hope and dreams of graduating from a university. I will strike for my hardest to the highest possible. Even though this seem far and such a BIG DREAM, but that’s what you gave to me before you leave. A DREAM, a dream for me to go after!!!

THANK YOU DAD!!!,...

Love,
Chee Kien ;-p

~Horoscope for the month~

Scorpio ♏,

You feel your life is mundane. You like day-dreaming. However, this is not the time to chase this dream,… yet. The time is not right to leave something stable to pursue what your heart desires. That’s not to say to give it all up. You should start planning now and follow through a few months down the line when ideas are more concrete.

 

Oct,