~Lies,..~

Lies maybe seem bad and effected in many ways. But what if someone keeps telling white lies??? Does that take any effect? Can white lies remain not harmful even though it is a lie? Or a lie is a lie. No matter white lies or not, it shall not be told. But if that white lies helps to hold on to something, does that something worth to be hold anymore? Or should just let it be. Just let that white lies hold to it until maybe a deadline that might burst it off???,….

Conclusion: ~Clueless!!!~

 

CK ~.~

Hopes & Dreams

These are the pieces that made up of someone’s life. I was living a life full of hopes and dreams. Believing that if I put more hopes I will have my dreams come true. But as times goes by, these two of puzzles just disappear right in front of me. I become hopeless; dare not to hope for anything anymore because every time I hope for something, it just turns out to be a big disappointment to me in the end. Don’t even need to talk about dreams. Few days back I thought I found my hopes are coming back to make my dreams come true. But it seems like a fake hope. I keep lying to myself that these hopes can make my wishes or dreams come true, but it is the opposite. I got hurt rather than just disappointment. You gave me lights and hopes, and you took it away from me right at the moment I found most happiness of my life. I just not even know what to do, so I decided to do so. Decided to hide myself from you for couple of weeks, give myself time to figure if my feelings and hopes on you are still the same after time passes by. Though that dreams will never come true,…

CK

~Of Principles & Promises~

Which is more important????

Holding up principles that you once always believe in or to keep a promise that you find it hard to fulfil where the promise is conflict with the principle you hold up to.
I am confused and dilemma now, @,@!!!,….
 
Or should I set a timeline where if I can’t fulfil those promises by that period, I just gave up working so hard to fulfil those promises, because I HATE BREAKING PROMISES!!!


~ CK ~

~treasure for life~

Life really seem so fragile,
Even at the young age, death can occur at anytime,
Life is too short to be sad, depressed, angry with someone and to have more enemy in life,
Cherish all the things we have right now
And treasure your family and friends while still last,
As a saying

Family and Friends are hidden treasures, seek them and enjoy their riches

by Wanda Hope Carte

~ CK ~

~words for encouragement~

In everyone's life there comes a time

for reviewing for looking at who we are

and what the future has in store.

These times can be difficult and frightening

But they can also be very exciting.

 

Always remember that you are

a unique and a special person.

Treat every experience as a lesson learned.

Never allow yourself to be carried away...

Be positive.

Chart your journey and

head for your destination.

When you are faced with obstacle,

Don't give up. Look for a way around it.

CK ^.^

~friendship~

I'm So Glad
You're My FRIEND

Some people have a special gift,
for doing thoughtful deeds,

For offering encouragement,
that someone really needs

For knowing when to be there,
with a helping hand to lend...

 

CK

What's in the box???

Received this 2 days back for my early b'day present, and I wonder what is inside??? So curious and suspicious!!! But not gonna reveal till the day,...
 
That would be 0 days to go,....(17 NOVEMBER 2010!!!)

Real touched to received present such in advance.
 
Thank you!!!


CK ^.^

~taking the road less taken~

 

~journey of a thousand miles begin with a single step~

my journey started long ago, and countless steps I had taken to come this far.
 
one day, i walked along the beach and stop for a moment, looking backward and saw how many steps I had taken from the beginning of the journey.
 
though I can't say I had taken more steps than any other who are more senior to me,
 
but at least the journey I started and the road i had taken is always the one least taken,
 
until this moment, I am still taking the less taken road to move on my life, to face anything that comes along the road I choose ALONE!!!,
 
no one could help me but me, myself to find the inner strength to move on and overcome all the obstacles I am facing and about to face,

~ this is my life, this is my road of life~

~ CK ~

~tweety~

Just some how, I have the same faith like this ~tweety~ bird,...
 
*If you realised on its left leg*


CK ~.~

我寂寞寂寞就好

 

DAD, I MISS YOU!!!

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-

Just somehow this song always reminds me of my dad. Ya it’s been nine years from now. Last week, 1st Oct was according to the lunar calendar and today is exactly the day. I never want to say this but,…FOR REAL,…

DAD, I MISS YOU!!!

Maybe as everyone and I, myself thought I would have not miss you that much after so many years. But when come to certain times, times when I am really really hopeless not knowing what to do or what step should I take, I just somehow have the drive and energy because of you. The drive to keep going my life because of your last word to me in my dream ‘Take care of mom and the family’,....this what’s keep me going till today. But seriously dad, up to today, I am sorry I am still such a rebellious son, a son who always keep mom worry, a son who might hurt mom with certain words at times. And a son who likes doing something that follows his heart more than his brain. I really hate myself of being so. Guess it is a reason for me to break out from myself for being the good one. I know it is just a crap of reason but always being the one who had to share burden in the family the feel isn’t good at all. I hope after the long sick I had last month makes me realised how rebellious I had turn into and I am starting to regret of being like one. I am trying my best to change all these a little by time. And I promise you that, though I am might not be your perfect son, at least I would realised your hope and dreams of graduating from a university. I will strike for my hardest to the highest possible. Even though this seem far and such a BIG DREAM, but that’s what you gave to me before you leave. A DREAM, a dream for me to go after!!!

THANK YOU DAD!!!,...

Love,
Chee Kien ;-p

~Horoscope for the month~

Scorpio ♏,

You feel your life is mundane. You like day-dreaming. However, this is not the time to chase this dream,… yet. The time is not right to leave something stable to pursue what your heart desires. That’s not to say to give it all up. You should start planning now and follow through a few months down the line when ideas are more concrete.

 

Oct,

CK's SpEcS

WEE!!! WEE!!!

Finally I received my CK’s glass all the way from Kampar,…..And I am lovin’ it so much!!!
With nice box and nice cloth as wel!!!,….

Unpacking my CK's glass,....

CK ;-p

FiRsT BaCk HoMe oF tHe SeM!!!

Wee!!!,…..

Had a wonderful lunch at Gambang before back home to KL,….Can’t wait till the moment I reached home and get my new glasses,…..Bus fast fast come,…I am waiting at the KK4 bus stop now,….


FAST FAST ARRIVED!!!


CK ;-p

DinnEr aT GaMbAnG

Ya ya, as usual, this semester I guess I had lost count how many times I actually went out to Gambang for dinner. Just starting of 1st 2 weeks I was like going out every single day for lunch and dinner at Gambang. So basically I can’t recall any of these special moment of my Chinese meal already,…And I guess it will last till the end of semester,.....


CK ;-p

KuAnTaN FuN TiMe

Ya ya. here I am out again to Kuantan with my course mates, Miao, Wai Mun, Joon Fui & CCY. Just went out for fun and also JF need to repair his handphone. So went and accompany him to hang around in Kuantan as well. Ya btw had our lunch at Gambang at the usual mixed rice place before going off to Kuantan.

Once settled for repairing handphone and get some stuffs for ourselves, we then moved to Berjaya Mall just to get an insect repel cause the girls said there was lipan in the CCY’s car. Just to ensure to get rid that insect completely from the car, we gotta spray quite a lot in the car. So got no choice but to wait in the mall within a movie (Predators) time, what is more unbelievable all of us missed our first Ko-Q class. Luckily it was just an intro class where nothing much were taught.

By time we done with our movie, it is dawn and it is about time for us to go back uni. Oh ya btw the movie was GREAT!!!,…..really worth watching though we skipped our first Ko-Q class,.....hehehehehe,…

Lastly, had our dinner at Taman Tas, explored another restaurant further inside the area. Here’s what my meal for the night,…

'Pan Mee' & Kopi Ice



CK ;-p

OuT tO KuAnTan

Here I am out to Kuantan to get my ticket back home,…..Then we went to EC Mall to get some stuffs before going for our dinner at Mamak Stall opposite Berjaya Mall,….Had a nice wonderful,...

Maggie Goreng

Tandoori chicken

For my meal,…ymmmmmm, yummy!!!!

Btw, thanks Mohammad, my Yemen friend for the treat!!!

P.S: Mohammad, your driving skill really impressed me alot!!!

CK ;-p

30 HoUr FaMiNe

Although the 30 Hour Famine event organised by World Vision yearly but I don’t even have a chance to join this event for once. Somehow this sem, I saw UMP has such event, so I decided to participate to help the fund raising. About participate this 30 hours event, I still doubt myself. Just wonder if I could starve that long hours though they mentioned got water supply just in case of any dehydration cases occur. Errrmmmm,…about that I will still consider once again since the event is on Aug 28 where it could be a busy week for me by then,…anyway hope I could raise the demand amount before hand, or else I would need to sponsor a lot for this fund raising myself,.. So i received the coupon booklet tonight from the 'Junior-Senior Interaction Session' just now,....

CK ;-p

yUmChA aT KK1 CaFeTeRia

No idea that I can be so energetic today. Just have enough rest for the Lembing Hill hiking, at night just now I asked Wai Mun senior and Diana to come out yumcha at KK1 Cafeteria. Actually wanted to meet them for long dy, cause been long has not contact each other since the busyness after the CNY event and also the 2 months sem break. So, this meets up just as an update from each other.

What’s so great after this nice chat, we had a conclusion of doing the CNY After party as a celebration for our CNY Dinner Programme Unit.


WEE!!!,…

Can’t wait for the day of the party,…..

Till then,….


CK ;-p

LeMbInG TrIp [PaRt 3]

Last part of the Lembing Trip,......went visit at the,.....

Sg. Lembing Muzium

And here's some snaps before entering in for tour,...

Who is in jail huh, Ing???


Guys!!!

& a cute kitten!!!

Han Wau & Chew Seng at the entrance,...

Snaps during the tour,....

I like these 2 shots a lot!!!

& The main entrances to Sg. Lembing mining tunnel

& laslty went to Gua Charas for temple visit in it,.....

too bad most shots taken inside were blur and camera also run out of battery,...

CK ;-p

LeMbInG TrIp [PaRt 2]

Well after our lovely breakfast, we then went to Sg. Lembing to explore around,....it's been long I had not across the 'Overhanging Bridge',.....reminds me of my olden days,....anyway here's some glimpse before we across the bridge,...

Wai Mun & Ing before across the bridge

Glimpse of Sg. Lembing [Dunno why I kept taking so many shots]

The Food Industries Processing Famous Sg. Lembing Mee

From this,...

To this,...

Somehow I like this shot!!!

When acrossing back,....

Rest moment & Group Pic!!!

Till another explore place in Sg. Lembing,...

CK ;-p