a LeSsOn dAy

it's been a week since i on call after my training,......aaarrrgggghhhhh i still yet to get my 1st sale,..been happening week since there were some in the same batch as me got thier 1st sale, some left within a week, some M.I.A and ya yet another new batch of new comers coming,...gosh how suppose my team leader, chew can focus on me to train me about the selling skills and the best 'Diffuse' method to the customer,...gosh feel so tension and ya on top of that my team leader went off on such an important day, the ending day of the month,..so we, LIFECARE 36 left with no team leader but jenny, the leader of the team leader to take over 2 days,...felt even more PRESSURE,...and in the end i didnt get any sales at all!!!,...and ya when coming to 2nd half of the day after lunch, things never get better,...especially coming to the end of day in the evening,...i was called to 'Langkawi Room', some meeting room in TDM by derrick together with the new batch of new comers,...all thanks to my ZERO sales performance which Rai who same batch with me in LIFECARE did get her 1st sale out of her luck,....


So in the room where derrick trying to get to know us, not trying to pressure us on getting as sales, but indirectly he did so also,...hahahaha,....it was kinda tense up in the room where he ask our obstacles of getting a sales and ya as usual we got TONS of TONS of reason and challenges and when come to goal and reason working in TDM, we just can't answer in clearly except for the reason of the pay which is MONEY($), MONEY($) and MONEY($),..duh of course that's the reason why everyone is here working in TDM lol,...and ya i recalled back the MAIN reason i wanna join TDM is to get more experience and learn as much of skills i lacked off like communication skills, social skills and even my confident plus positive thinking. All these is what i been looking for and ya the reason of stopping me from getting a sale not because i don't have enough experience with customers, it's me, MYSELF where i am being 'resistant' right now,..that's what derrick explained,....the moment he said that,...i was like 'BANG',..the feel of banging my head to wall,..everything he said seem to be true though i didn't reveal it to him,....gosh having knowledge of body language of him does proof he really can understand human's reaction and body language just in a minute lol,...and my tears started to lingle in my eyes back then,...i was like 'stay strong, don't cry in the office!',....i didnt expect it could be something so deep withing just by few words he said to me,...

Guess this lesson was really valuebale for me in part of my life in TDM as well in outside world,....i just speechless to comment about the lesson anymore,...

BTW, even my cousin sis, jyue does not change my mood after all though she is here to visit kl once again,..so u can guess how deep down my mood was back then lol!

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TDM tRaDiTioNaL wEeK

being told last minute yesterday that today got traditional week in TDM and every single staffs in TDM need to wear any traditional clothes,...aarggghhh tot the new comers are excluded tim!!!,....so quickly borrow a set of 'baju melayu' from asyraf and that also i just wore the top not the pants,...hahahahahaha cos the feeling of wearing the pants as well felt kinda weird lol,...hehehehehehe,...and so today during the morning everyone's so energetic with thier own traditional clothes and together with some mini event or performances before the sales day begin,...everyone was enjoying and chilling for the day so the ENERGY flow will be high till the end of the day!!!
....here are some pics for ur view!!!

~ LifeCare 36!!!

~ LIfeCare 36 together with derrick and jenny!!!

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mUnSyI, FaMiLy dAy & aN OuTinG

since it's the 3rd week of weekend, so it's a working day in TDM and i gotta cont' my training yet at the same time there is munsyi test from USM,...aaarrgghhhh,..how to seperate myself into 2 for 2 place la???.....got no choice but to take my very 1st leave and that is ONE day leave not half day though it was half working day,...aarggghhh!!!!,..fine after all i dy planned to go out for the day after the test,..so it's ok lol,...oh ya since my test center was at SMK Kiaramas,...so i gotta find my own way going there and finally weenie's mom found out the way there and guess wat??....we went 2-3 hrs way earlier than we supposed to be and once we found the school we reached also way earlier than that so we decided to drop by sri hartamas for a while and had a drink of coffee at San Francisso Coffee before going off back to test center lol,....

....the test was all about personality only,...dunno why many ppl so freak out about it,...so took my own sweet time finishing the few hundreds question within an hour,.....soon when i came out from the hall, suddenly saw so many of sji friends that came for the test as well,...so so long had not seen them ever since school time and ya of cos exceptional case for pris,..since i been seeing her like countless time lol,....hahahahahahahaha,...i den 'hoop' on pris's car heading to SJI for the family day together with leanne and malini..,..just to drop by for fun lol to see how the event gonna be nee,....and ya coincidenlly met bernard there and chatted and chatted for so long in mrs.cheng's room,...together with ms.chia,...wow imagine a maths teacher who did not teach me at all can actually chat for so long with her in the room with bernard and ya got free meal from her of spagetti and syrup from her class' stall lol!!!,....

so after a short visit but long chat at SJI,...den met up pris and others again and right away we head to the curve,.....ya ya without planning, we went for a movie,....and the worst was,....being minority in the group i was forced to watch 'Coming Soon' and force myself to watch with 3/4 face covered with leanne's handbag,......hahahhahahaha,......gosh so not gonna forced myself to watch horror movie anymore,...just so not me!!!,......so chill out first at Winter Warmers with evening tea before heading back home lol,.....here's sth cool about the tea

~ the cup with heart shape

and....~ the white cream choco top vanila ice-cream

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1sT dAy tRaInInG aT TDM

woke up damn early just to avoid the pack of people in lrt,...so reached kl sentral like an hour earlier than i supposed to be reporting,...well just to spare myself more time to search for the building called Plaza Sentral, where it will the place for my 5.5 days training,....after all the building is like 5-10 minutes walk from kl sentral station nee,...so i need not rush and once get to the floor that i been told,...the door is yet to be open,...argggghhhh,....it's so damn stuffy waiting outside the lift and not enetring the office with so many people there,.....anyhow it was all fine when we enter the office and report ourself plus get to know roughly which campaign each of us gonna be in,.....and ya didnt expect to know someone who same age with me and so much similiarities between us,...his name is Heng,...his surname though,...very mature and far thinker guy,...pretty impressive from the way he talk lol,...and being intro the trainer of the week, Mr. A Jay Marcus,...pretty cool huh his name,..a sabahan ma,....superb friendly and nice trainer and feel so much less stress and tension when the environment is getting better and more comfort with it,....and so was the day with 1 day listening to the talk with assesment in the end where ya of cos i passed with flying colours,...cheh, cheh, cheh,....well cos the assesment was easy nee lol,....and that's about it for my 1st day training and 4 and a half to go lo!!!!and finally.....;-

~ sth useful during our training time,...to make everyone easy to remember the names!!!




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My 1sT gUiTaR LeSsOn

been planning to take up a guitar lesson since long time ago and thought of taking it right after stpm but,.........since started work wayyyyyy earlier than i planned so i only managed to start this lesson now which is 3 months later from the actual plan,....well all bcos i had finished my hsbc work temp contract, that is why i quickly start the lesson before i am going to start working again tomorrow,..which is training for a week and later the real work begin lol!!!!,..well let's talk about the lesson,...pretty cool since got to learn how to read the 'notes' and starting slowly to pick up the tempo and hope will be more advanced by 3 months time lol!!!,...hehehehehehehe




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My VeRy 1st F1 CaR!

well it all started with my cousin sis, jyan owning one of the F1 car at home which brought from shell,...and so do i getting obsessed with it and while on the way back from kampar to kl in one of the shell petrol station,..i decided to get one for my own as a goal setting for my 'dream car',...which every guy does have one by its own too,..besides it was all inspired when i started to drive and get myself on the road and felt the satisfaction of driving lol!!!,...

check this out!!!!



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"VaSe" FoR DeCo

since my eldest cousin sis, jyue been working in abu dabi for quite a while,...so she got some of the souvenirs from there and dubai,..which is some cute little "vase" [i think...] for deco which just nice to fill in the part for the deco section in my house lol!!!

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KaMpAr TrIp '09 (2)

coming to 2nd day in kampar which also the day to head back to kl,..but before that let's have the FULLEST breakfast there is in kampar, which includes meehun soup with lots of side dishes like fishball, beefball and taufu, glutinous rice, 'chao yuen' (fried porkball) and last but not least a decent plus very 'kao',..'kopi ice',....gosh no wonder last time when i back to kampar for holiday break i surely gain weight but lose weight la,....den as planned, went to pray my beloved grams' and two aunts at 2 different place,...should be 2 opposite direction,....actually that's the main reason we are back there cos we were doing last minute 'ching bing' for them and as to visit2 lo,...after everything done, it's about noon and felt so damn hot,...so of cos our family would not miss the oppurnity to get 'cool' with the famous 'chap suet' (ABC) in kampar,....

~ have u seen there are options of coconut sauce or syrup sauce???

and also a drink to chill,..fresh coconut,...superb sweet even without sugar....

then since it's lunch time we also had 'ngau chap' (mixed inner organs of cow) as well as the cheapest 'yau yu ngong choi' in Malaysia,....and very delicious too!!!

well basically today's is all about food again or should i say the trip to kampar is always about food lol,...hahahahaha,..that's about it, catch up with u all again!!!

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KaMpAr TrIp '09

after late night back home from sita's b'day celebration on fri,...i am off again from kl to kampar in the afternoon on sat,...as to train myself more with driving,...so i am driving all the way to kepong that afternoon before heading back to kampar,...which of cos the driver back to kampar was jyan NOT me lol,....hahhaahhaha,....and guess ppl the first thing we reached kampar is not getting back home to drop off our lagguages but......we went to get ourself full with the local and famous food like beef noodle, asam laksa and 'ching bo leung',....gosh miss these food so much,..been long had not back to kampar to try lol!,....and ya after the meal part we still not back home yet,...drop by my routine's spectacle shop to replace my frame since it's replaceable if the colour doze off,....and finally so are we heading back home,..wait not home,..why??? since the so call home in Taman Bandar Baru been dominated,..so we actually heading to Malim Nawar. where jyue is staying with here parents,....

well while waiting for dinner to be serve,....had fun camwhoring at the living room with my own digicam as well as jyue's new digicam,..SONY-Cyber Shot lol,..cool man,.....and so were dinner served,...ya ya our family are very good at eating,..can eat 24/7 all day long without feeling full,....hahahahahhahaha

and were late night approaching,...and feeling bored at home,...jyan, jyue and i decided to go out 'yumcha' at kampar and ya planned just to eat some snack,...end up guess what i had as my supper,....

(1) A Set of Western Meal

(2) A Glass of Redbean Ice

(3) The left over fries from snacks order

......gosh dinner ate damn a lot and yet my supper can sollow another full meal!!!!

well that's about the day in kampar,...more about tomorrow again!

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MoM's BaKiNg

it's been long time since the last post about my mom's cooking in this blog and ya since it's a brand new try for baking instead of cooking from my mom plus she used so little time to finish it, imagine just a morning before going off to kampar she can done two of these,...that's why, it's DEFINITELY i gotta upload these lol!!!

PRESENTING..............

~ 'Fatt Go',...pandan flavored

and.....

~ Almond 'Zebra' Cake

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SiTa B'dAy CeLeBrAtIoN!!!

been planning a week in advance though it wasnt a surprise party since it's the difficuities to arrange the best time for everyone since everyone is working at the moment,..so decided on fri night a day earlier than sita's b'day as she is packed with celebration with diff groups of frens and family,...though not much to prepared but to book a table for 12(or more) at nando's JJ and get a cake at Secret Recipe in the afternoon with elaine,...but the day seem rush too lol,.....and about 7 sth,...get out to pick sita, elaine and ruba to JJ and ya my first time fetching so many ppl by car,...it was raining like 'cats and dogs',...gosh so scary,...cant even see the road since the sky is already dark,...when get to nando's seem like everyone is already there,..thought we will be earliest,...look likes coming with heroin of the day, sita got some advantage for us as we can find excuses of coming late,....hahahahhahahaha!!!!

last but not least,....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITA!!!!

and,..
~ may u be beauty always

~ may u be young always

~ may all ur dreams come true as well!!!!

oh ya almost forget that actually it was Karuna's B'day Celebration as well since their b'day fall on the same date,...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u too, KARUNA!!!

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WhAt a MoRnInG!

some how some where,....had a plan of going to replace my very 'young looking' IC since primary,...so asked elaine to join along since heard she also wanted to change it before entering uni,....so went to her hse first before going together to JPN which is nearby her hse nee,...luckily wasnt many ppl, just waited a while and get settle everything and yet we still manage to have a decent breakfast at Restaurant Ooi Soon,.....out of so many year the restaurant been open, i just got to know, there is claypot 'lo shu fun' available here which tasted not bad lol,.....and so are we finished off our whole morning just now replacing old IC and ya got a called from TDM that i been offered the telemarketer job and gonna start training on 15th for a week before start on call,...woohoo,...gosh so nervous and excited at the same time lol,....so guess i have another week to chill before i gonna have a busy life working again lol,....hehehehehehhehe


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InTeRvIeW dAy iN TDM

went to Teledirect Telecommerce, TDM on last friday and thought of trying for walk in interview,...in the end i went there for nothing since it must be an appointment interview in a group and so i make a call to Mun Yee asking her to help me arrange for me with the HR,...and so i need to go to the interview today at 2pm where i get myself out the house way earlier since i am first time driving all the way to KLCC area which is the furthest i ever tried alone so far,....and get there in time during mun yee's lunch time,...get to know some colleagues before i get in like,..Seng Hoe,. Nicole and Joanna,...heheheheh though i wasnt sure that i could get the offer lol,....hahahhahaha and so the candidates waited in a room for about half an hour from 2pm as they were searching hard for the other 'lost souls'......that makes the interview start way later than it should it be,...however it was all fine when the staffs who came interview for us in a group were all so nice and friendly,...ya u didnt read wrongly,...it was a GROUP INTERVIEW,...well it's as a way for us to stand out among the groups and so the interview took 3 hours time,...wah seh the longest interview i ever had,....however it was a lesson interview after all since we get to learn a little about 5 Golden Rules and learn some ways of presenting ourselve thus a Roleplay as to get us clear about what the job is all about,.....and so am i feeling the top of all,....cheh2 not self praising but i really felt UNBELIEVEABLE when all the graduates with diploma or degree holders were not much outspoken,....not say i am very outspoken, however they are all much older than me with much experience thus with higher education,...sigh!!!...i am the only stpm leaver among them and yet i dare to speak out for myself and not letting others to overshadow me,.....guess the govt seriously need to relook into the aspect of interpersonal skills among the students/youth now days as to build the best human capital which very important for the growth of the country,.....i seriously believe after this interview i stand a higher chance in getting a job for sure just like what mun yee believe in.....heheheheh as my interview end about the same time so i fetch her home since she drove me home before,...as a repayment or guess as a guidance from her how to improve my driving skills lol,.....hahahahahahaha,....yet another day spent and it was an InTeRvIeW dAy for a new job!!!


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aN uNeXpEcTeD dAy

it was about the due date for submitting the application form for university undergraduates programme to the Japan Embassy,....so i am asking my bro to drive me to the place since i wasnt so sure where exactly Embassy of Japan is,...fianlly after quite a while searching for it,...we found it at last,.....and WOW,.....so damn many peoples were submitting at the same time not only for undergraduates but also the postgraduates,....and then it was yet another MIRACLE here,....what miracle???...what could something happen till it seem s miracle???...neh it was yet another shopping day in Midvalley as well as The Gardens i had with my bro only,...hahahhhaha,....it was just actually a day for him to survey some price for the stuffs he wanna get and ya he did get something in the end,....a new Converse bag,...gosh so nice and envy he got a new bag,..how wish i could have buy one for myself as well,.....=,=!!!,....pretty miracle right to hear that i went buy something with my bro,...where i barely mention about him after al,...hahahahahahah,....okay la,.that's about it for the day,..till then see yea ppl!!!


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A FaMosA & MeLaKa TrIp

it was such a sudden the plan of going to A Famosa Resorts and Melaka today,..well first the organiser itself planning it in a sudden,...that is jyan, my cousin sis and her friends cheng soon plus boon keat,..and jason, a friend of boon keat,....hahahah not me oh there is 5 ppl here including me,....hehehehe,...so are we off to Melaka to the [Water World] in A Famosa Resorts in the morning,...as we reached,...so we are heading in to the water world and get off ourself 'cool' with water one ride after another,...and things started to heat up when we decided to try the ride that is 80 degrees slant,...where i feel i was free falling in 90 degree just like flying down to earth,...it was so damn crazy ride i ever had,....phewwwwwwwwwww lunckily and thank GOD i landed safely,.....hehehehhehe,.....had lunch there which inclusive with the entrance rate and while waiting others to get done before setting off to bandar melaka, so are we laying out all out $$ to be dried just like 'drying ikan masin in olden days', since it's all wet while we were in the water.......

hahahahahahah,...so are we after lunch going to Jonker Street to hunt for food and at the same time to pay a visit at malacca city before take off to KL,.....where we filled ourselve with cendol and varous of laksa,...i.e nyonya laksa, baba laksa and rendang laksa,....gosh so freaky delicious!!!!,....ppl besides the chicken ball rice when u get to melaka u MUST try,...this stall also shall not to be miss and MUST try also!!!!,...after the meal,...we get ourselves pamper with souvenir time as well,...had a long walk at Jonker Street before going off,.....gosh felt so 'xin fu' with the enjoyment i had after a long working period of 3 months without much trips or outings,.....hehehehehehhe....till the next trip ppl!!!

~ stall not to be miss in Jonker Street

~ hmmmm,....yummy!!!

~ Have u seen a tree grow in a shop???

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