~tweety~

Just some how, I have the same faith like this ~tweety~ bird,...
 
*If you realised on its left leg*


CK ~.~

我寂寞寂寞就好

 

DAD, I MISS YOU!!!

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

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Just somehow this song always reminds me of my dad. Ya it’s been nine years from now. Last week, 1st Oct was according to the lunar calendar and today is exactly the day. I never want to say this but,…FOR REAL,…

DAD, I MISS YOU!!!

Maybe as everyone and I, myself thought I would have not miss you that much after so many years. But when come to certain times, times when I am really really hopeless not knowing what to do or what step should I take, I just somehow have the drive and energy because of you. The drive to keep going my life because of your last word to me in my dream ‘Take care of mom and the family’,....this what’s keep me going till today. But seriously dad, up to today, I am sorry I am still such a rebellious son, a son who always keep mom worry, a son who might hurt mom with certain words at times. And a son who likes doing something that follows his heart more than his brain. I really hate myself of being so. Guess it is a reason for me to break out from myself for being the good one. I know it is just a crap of reason but always being the one who had to share burden in the family the feel isn’t good at all. I hope after the long sick I had last month makes me realised how rebellious I had turn into and I am starting to regret of being like one. I am trying my best to change all these a little by time. And I promise you that, though I am might not be your perfect son, at least I would realised your hope and dreams of graduating from a university. I will strike for my hardest to the highest possible. Even though this seem far and such a BIG DREAM, but that’s what you gave to me before you leave. A DREAM, a dream for me to go after!!!

THANK YOU DAD!!!,...

Love,
Chee Kien ;-p

~Horoscope for the month~

Scorpio ♏,

You feel your life is mundane. You like day-dreaming. However, this is not the time to chase this dream,… yet. The time is not right to leave something stable to pursue what your heart desires. That’s not to say to give it all up. You should start planning now and follow through a few months down the line when ideas are more concrete.

 

Oct,